The End…?

Wow. It feels like I was sitting in my bed at home typing my pre-departure blog just yesterday. But here I am, four months later, sitting in the same position, writing my final blog. My experience studying abroad in Ireland was fantastic! I can genuinely say that I loved everything about it (both the good and the bad). However, I am so glad to be home. Before I begin reflecting on my experience, I want to tell you a story. In my Medieval Literature class, we read an Arthurian legend called Sir Gawain and the Green Knight. Here’s a very simplified version of the story:

Our story begins with King Arthur in his court celebrating a Christmas feast. The feast is interrupted by a mysterious Green Knight who offers Arthur a unique proposition. The Green Knight’s proposal is simple: Arthur can strike the Green Knight’s neck (unchallenged)– if the Green Knight dies, Arthur wins the axe, but if the Green Knight survives, Arthur will have to face a return blow in precisely one year. Arthur wants to accept the challenge, but after some deliberation, Gawain decides to take Arthur’s place. Gawain takes the axe, holds it high overhead, and THUNK! The axe passes cleanly through the Green Knight’s neck, and his head is chopped off. Blood spurts everywhere, and as you can probably imagine, it’s a very gory scene. But here’s the thing– the Green Knight stands up, picks up his head, and says to Gawain, “See ya in a year!” and rides away on his horse. As you can imagine, Gawain is terrified. About nine months pass, and then Gawain sets off to find the Green Knight’s castle to receive his return blow. On his journey to the Green Knight’s castle, he faces several trials and tribulations (I won’t spoil them for you), and he eventually meets the Green Knight to receive his return blow. Spoiler alert: Gawain survives. Gawain returns home from his quest triumphant, but when he arrives back at Arthur’s kingdom, he feels like something is off. He’s gone on this great adventure, learned much about himself, survived, and even though he’s looked forward to returning home, his home feels uncanny. He feels out of place among his friends and family. And that’s how the story ends.

The reason I retold that entire story is because I feel like Gawain. Everything has been surreal and uncanny since returning home about two weeks ago. Sometimes, it hasn’t felt like I’m even at home. Other times, I’ve felt like a stranger in my homeland. To apply a modern term, what I and Gawain have experienced is called “reverse culture shock.”

Supposedly, it can be worse than standard culture shock, but I have yet to experience anything worse than the culture shock I dealt with in my first two weeks in Ireland. Most of the reverse culture shock I’ve experienced involves little things here and there. Here are a few examples:

  1. Paper towels. Paper towels are in public restrooms here! The bathrooms in Ireland only had air dryers, which I dislike. Yes, I understand it’s better for the environment, but my hands don’t get dried unless I stand there forever. God bless America and her paper towels!
  2. Single-use plastics. There were some single-use plastics in Ireland, but not nearly as many as in the United States. I would encourage you to count how much plastic you use daily. You’ll probably be shocked. I’ve noticed that I use more plastic in the US, mainly because I’ve been drinking coffee after coffee from my Keurig. 
  3. Water in the toilet bowl. The toilets in the US have SO MUCH water in them that’s unnecessary. Toilets in the US have probably five times the amount of water as toilets in Ireland. I don’t understand why there’s so much. It’s wasteful, and quite frankly, it splashes.
  4. Traffic. Galway has the worst traffic in Ireland. Ireland has some of the worst traffic in Europe. Although I never drove in Ireland and rarely rode in cars, I was constantly surrounded by traffic. Driving in South Dakota/Minnesota has been weird. I drove 14 miles on Highway 14 at around 10 am on a Friday without seeing a car. I’m genuinely from the middle of nowhere– and I’m okay with that! On a side note, I’m enjoying the silence of being at home. Instead of waking up to the sound of traffic in the morning, I wake up to birds chirping.

Shifting gears, I’d like to reflect a bit on my experience by answering some questions that I’ve been asked to answer:

  1. What are you most proud of?
    • I met an American girl in my study abroad group. I could not stand her from the moment I met her. She drove me up a wall and pushed my buttons. We had very differing views on several things. I wanted to avoid her, but instead, I forced myself to try to get to know her and enjoy her presence. Guess what? I ended up getting along with her and now consider her a friend. I’m very proud that I didn’t take the easy way out by avoiding her. Instead, I tried my hardest to show her Christian love and was rewarded with a new friend.
  2. What would you do differently if you could?
    • I mentioned earlier that I loved everything, both the good and the bad. While that is the truth (because I don’t believe in wasting time on “what ifs”), if I had to change one thing, I probably would’ve picked a bigger city to live in. By the second weekend I was in Galway, I had seen everything there is to see in Galway. If I had gone to a bigger city, there would’ve been more great things to explore and see. 
  3. What will you incorporate into your life back home?
    • I kept a daily journal in Ireland and plan to continue to journal daily. I did a poor job when I first arrived home, but I’ve been getting back into the habit in the past few days. In my daily journal, I wrote a prayer each day, and the most sensational experience I’ve had is reading old prayers and seeing how God has answered them.
  4. What are you most grateful for?
    • I am most grateful for the opportunities I had to travel at the end of my semester. I visited London, Madrid, Rome, and Florence in two weeks. I loved London– there were so many cool things to see– and my favorite was seeing a modern adaptation of Romeo and Juliet in the Globe Theater. 100% worth it. Madrid was charming, and I loved my time with the best tour guides I could ask for, Sarah and Alaina! I did not care so much for Italy. While I loved the history, ancient landmarks, and artworks, I despised the infrastructure and the tourists. Yes, I know I was a tourist, but there were simply too many people. I also found the cities to be dirty and the air quality terrible. Nevertheless, I enjoyed all of my experiences traveling.
  5. How have you seen God’s hand in your experience abroad? What unexpected blessings or provision have you seen?
    • I saw God’s hand everywhere, especially in answered and unanswered prayers. It surprised me, but when I think of the times that God felt the furthest away from me, he tended to be closer than ever.
    • Some unexpected blessings were the opportunities to make good Christian friends and learn about other Christian beliefs. After interacting with Christians of various denominations, I became more convicted of my personal beliefs. Also, changing my major to the pastor track was entirely unexpected!
  6. What advice would you give future semester-abroad students?
    • Do your research. I went into my experience without knowing much about where I was going. I also didn’t know much about the university I would attend. I would’ve benefited from more time exploring the internet and learning about where I would live for 3.5 months.
    • Know yourself. I think one of the keys to the success of my study abroad experience was making sure that I prioritized what I needed to do to take care of myself. For example, I always made sure that I had plenty to eat. I made sure I slept enough. I made sure I set aside time for reading and writing each day. I went to the gym multiple times per week. In other words, I developed a routine and stuck to it. By having control over my daily routine, I could deal with many of the uncontrollable aspects of studying abroad with grace and a clear mind.

Now that I’ve returned from Ireland, what’s next for me? Well, I’m headed to work. I’ve started working in the warehouse at Millborn Seeds (my family’s business), bagging seed mixes and preparing shipments. I worked there in high school all the time, and (surprisingly) I’m having fun “reliving my glory days.” Not only am I working in the warehouse, but I’m also helping my Dad with some cowboy work. I’ve tagged along several days to help check cattle and help with anything my Dad might need. Sometimes, it’s as simple as opening a gate; other times, it’s holding a ferocious calf in a chute to prevent it from kicking me. I love it all. It is gratifying to do honest work with my hands.

I’ll continue to work for about a month until I leave for Buenos Aires, Argentina, for my second Spanish immersion trip. I’ll be spending five weeks studying Spanish literature this year, and I’m incredibly excited. Once I return from that trip at the end of June, I’ll move back to New Ulm, where I’ll be house-sitting for Professor Degner and bartending at the New Ulm Country Club. Once August hits, I’ll return to school, beginning my studies in Greek, Hebrew, and Theology. I’m thrilled for the future.

Finally, I’d like to end with a special treat:

“David, you’ve read all those books (33.5 in total). Which ones would you recommend?”

  1. Sir Gawain and the Green Knight by Anonymous
  2. On Writing: A Memoir of the Craft by Stephen King
  3. For Whom the Bell Tolls by Ernest Hemingway
  4. Brave New World by Aldous Huxley
  5. Lonesome Dove by Larry McMurtry
  6. Stoner by John Williams
  7. Summertime by J.M. Coetzee

Thank you for reading my blog(s). I enjoyed writing them as much as I enjoyed studying abroad. I found all of the writing and reflection that I did valuable for my experience.

Photos explained:

  1. My view in the Globe Theater
  2. Passing time with my lovely tour guides in Madrid
  3. Teaching my friends about Donatello’s Marble David in Florence
  4. A photo from checking cattle

Lex Orandi, Lex Credendi

If I am being honest, one of my biggest fears going into my study abroad experience was how my faith life would change while studying abroad in Ireland. I must confess I have a track record of being a weak Christian and not always taking my faith seriously. As I prepared to leave for Ireland, I thought about my first semester of college.

I was a freshman at Iowa State University studying Agricultural Business. Like most people at that age and in that position, I had no idea what I was doing with my life. I had moved hundreds of miles away from home, had no friends, and wasn’t in the best frame of mind. To keep a long story short, my first semester of college was a terrible experience, and one of the only things I remember is the constant pain of loneliness that I felt. I knew the answer to my problem at the time: go to God. Yet, for whatever reason, I didn’t turn to him. I floundered. I forgot about God. I skipped church. My prayer life? Nonexistent. I was on a downward spiral and losing my faith quickly. By the grace of God, I was able to get back on the right track.

Considering that that period of my life was the only significant length of time that I hadn’t been surrounded by fellow believers, I was nervous about how my time in Ireland would go. Therefore, I entered my study abroad experience with a plan for my personal faith life. Here was my plan of things to do to help nurture my faith:

  1. Daily Bible reading. I have been reading a daily Bible in a year plan since October of 2023. I continued to do my daily readings and reflect on them.
  2. Daily prayer entry. Not only did I journal daily, but I also wrote out a prayer each day. One of the most significant flaws with my prayer life is that my mind tends to wander. I’ve found that my mind stays more focused when I write my prayers. It’s also fantastic to read some of my prayers from throughout the experience and see how God answered them.
  3. Devotions. As a way to practice my Spanish and grow in my faith, Time of Grace ministries offer their daily email devotion in Spanish, so I’ve been reading those each day. I also took the opportunity to write a couple of devotions for fun.
  4. Reading. If you’ve kept up with my previous blogs, you would know I’ve read many books this semester. As of now, I’ve read 33 books. A couple of these books were Christian books. Most Christian books are practical, easily accessible, and present God’s Word in an easily digestible way.
  5. Church. Living in the age of live-streamed church services is excellent, but it’s nothing like attending a real church. Watching church online is fine, but it robs you of the opportunity to engage with fellow believers. Since COVID, many Christians have forgotten the great benefit of encouragement from seeing fellow believers every Sunday. I knew I needed to seek out a church, so I did some church exploring during my time in Ireland.

Overall, all of these things together have proved to be beneficial for my faith. My personal devotional life has never been so consistent and ardent. I can honestly say that my faith grew this semester. Romans 10:17 tells us that “faith comes from hearing the message”– the more the message about Christ was in my daily life, the more joy, hope, grace, and love flourished within my life. I also found a change in my mindset about my faith occurred. I began to stop looking at my faith as a monotonous checklist of things I needed to do. I quit seeing my faith life through “transactional” eyes. For example, by integrating more of God’s Word into my daily life, going to church on Sunday morning seemed less of a chore. Rather than seeing church as something to get through or “clocking in” with God, I was looking forward to worship. I suddenly found myself wanting to worship God. It was a radical change for the better, and I know the only reason it happened was through the power of the Holy Spirit and God’s Word.

I mentioned that I went church exploring in Ireland. As I mentioned, I wanted to find a church because Christian fellowship is vital. I also approached visiting these churches with differing doctrine as an opportunity to learn about other Christians’ beliefs and how to defend what I believe. Here’s how the process of church exploring went:

  1. The first Sunday I was in Galway, I attended a Methodist church. It was a small church with about thirty members. When I first walked into the church, I was greeted by an amiable lady, and I felt welcomed instantly. However, you can imagine my surprise at the start of the church service when that same lady walked to the front of the church and began to lead the worship service. Aside from the female Pastor, the service was okay. It had some liturgy, but it was mostly singing and a sermon. At the end of the service, I talked to some members about what the church believed and discovered they had very theologically liberal beliefs. Needless to say, I didn’t return the following Sunday.
  2. In my first week in Galway, I attended Catholic mass in the Galway cathedral. Now, I know what you’re thinking: “A Lutheran went to Catholic mass?!” Yes, I went to mass. I was curious to observe it because I had never attended a Catholic service. I was surprised by how similar the liturgy of the service was to a Lutheran service. But I didn’t really care for the veneration of Mary, so I didn’t return.
  3. I inadvertently attended a Pentecostal service. The University of Galway’s campus had posters for a Christian society called “Believers Connect.” With a name like that, it sounded like a great place to meet fellow Christians and potentially make new friends. I found their meeting time and place and arrived a bit early. I entered the meeting space and talked to some people who seemed normal. The service started with a guy on a Yamaha keyboard playing random chords and constantly repeating the words of Philippians 2:10-11 “At the name of Jesus, every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue acknowledge that Jesus Christ is Lord.” This went on for about ten minutes before it finally ended. Then, someone else walked up and said that we would be doing “group prayer.” When I heard that, I assumed that someone would lead a prayer. I was wrong. “Group prayer” meant that everyone said their own individual prayers aloud. I didn’t participate, and I couldn’t even focus amid the chaos of several people all saying their prayers. Then, out of nowhere, a girl started pacing back and forth and began speaking in tongues! I was severely uncomfortable and probably should’ve left, but I didn’t want to be rude, so I stuck it out. Once the prayer time ended, the Pastor of the church showed up. Honestly, the rest of the service is a blur. The Pastor free-styled the “sermon” for 45 minutes, and I quickly got the impression that I had entered a church not with Jesus Christ as its head but a church with that Pastor as its head. I promptly left after the service, disgusted with the heresy and prayerful that God would cause the members of that church to realize the folly of their church’s teachings.
  4. Despite the atrocious experience with the Pentecostals, I wasn’t deterred from checking out another Christian society on campus. I attended my first Dochas Christian Society meeting and immediately realized that fellow believers surrounded me. They were welcoming and kind, and I quickly felt like I belonged. I met Eli (whom I interviewed for my previous blog), and he invited me to attend his church on Sunday. Curious, I went, and Covenant Christian Fellowship became my temporary church home for the semester. Covenant Christian Fellowship is a Reformed Presbyterian church, and while I do not agree with all of their doctrine, I did agree on the essentials and got to hear law and gospel every Sunday. I got involved in the church, and I like several aspects of it. It cannot be overstated how friendly and welcoming everyone was; they had a true community of believers. The members were also Evangelicals, and our shared belief in the importance of sharing the gospel was a common ground we could meet on. I appreciated the Pastor. He was well-trained in the scriptures, and I thought he was a strong leader who exemplified the characteristics of a called worker very well. While we did have a lot in common, the church had some differences that made me appreciate the WELS even more. First, they had a doctrine of the Sabbath, which essentially meant that they didn’t conduct worship services on any other day besides Sundays– I missed having an Ash Wednesday and Good Friday service to go to. Their services were also quite different– they were organized, but they didn’t have a liturgy, and they didn’t sing hymns. Instead, we sang psalms acapella, listened to scripture readings, and VERY long sermons, frequently as long as 40 minutes, often meaning that the average church service would be 1.5 hours. While I appreciated the in-depth exegesis that the Pastor did for each sermon, it was usually hard to pay attention if I didn’t take sermon notes. I also missed parts of the Lutheran liturgy, especially confession/absolution, reciting the creeds, and hymns. 
  5. Finally, I got involved in the Dochas Christian Society, which has helped me in various ways. I made lots of Christian friends, and I was able to interact with them each week. I met so many people with very different backgrounds than my own, and it was interesting to talk to them about what they believed. I also got very involved. I did some street evangelism and led a Bible study on the book of Jonah! I loved learning about other Christians’ beliefs and sharing my Lutheran views. It surprised me that no one had ever really heard of Lutheran theology and what made it different from most Protestant theology. I underestimated how unique my beliefs are, especially concerning the sacraments. I’ll be honest: I did a terrible job explaining my beliefs, and I wasn’t always “prepared to answer” (1 Peter 3:15). Meeting so many people with different beliefs than mine forced me to research and consider why I believe what I believe. As a result, I became much more confident and assured that what the WELS teaches is correct.

My time in Ireland was edifying for my faith. By God’s grace, I grew in my faith and knowledge of Jesus Christ. All these experiences and time spent in God’s Word caused me to reflect on what I’m doing with my life. After careful consideration and prayer, I decided to change my career path. So, when I return to MLC in the fall, I will not be studying to be an English teacher; instead, I will be training to be a pastor! I want to be very clear that I did not have a “vision from God” or hear the voice of God in my head, but instead, I believe that God placed certain things in my life to cause me to think about how I could best serve him. After all of the experience that I gained in Ireland, I can genuinely say that there is nothing that I’d rather do than serve God with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength. God has blessed me with gifts and talents to be a pastor and a teacher. Both are excellent ministry opportunities, and I believe I could serve God well in either capacity. However, similar to the old adage about rectangles and squares, all pastors can be (and are) teachers, but not all teachers are pastors. Therefore, if I trained to be a pastor, I would be opening myself up to even more opportunities to serve God, and I could maximize the use of my gifts and talents.

All in all, the most valuable thing that happened to me in Ireland was the opportunity that it gave me to reflect on my beliefs and career path. If there’s anything I learned, it’s that solitude and pondering benefit me. I would also encourage others to find ways to “turn down the noise” of our everyday lives and take intentional time to reflect on their beliefs and purpose in life. I’m very grateful for the opportunity to study abroad and learn more about myself. I look forward to my future training and gospel ministry.

Photos explained:

  1. A photo of the Galway Cathedral
  2. A terribly blurry photo of me doing street evangelism
  3. Easter Sunday service with the fellow MLC study abroad students!
  4. Photo from inside St. Peter’s Basilica in Rome!

Eli Williamson: A Cultural Profile

Hi everyone,

This blog will be a bit different than my other ones. I have been tasked with interviewing someone from a different culture to learn more about them. As soon as I realized I needed to write this, one man came to mind instantly: Eli Williamson. Eli is a friend that I made here in Ireland. He was one of the very first people I met at the Dochas Christian Society meetings and invited me to come to his church on Sundays, where I ended up going every Sunday for the rest of the semester! Eli is one of those rare individuals that makes his presence known in a room without being overbearing. He’s quick to a joke or a conversation, and if he’s talking, it’s a guarantee that his laugh will follow. Eli’s boisterous laugh resembles the call of an American crow, but it’s a laugh that you want to hear because it’s always genuine. Eli is Scottish, but more specifically from Lerwick in the Shetland Islands. The Shetland Islands are unique because they are the northernmost islands of the United Kingdom– so north that they are in line with Norway!

Before I get into the interview, I’ll explain how I’m structuring this blog. I did not write down exact answers from Eli, so I am merely paraphrasing his answers, but I had him verify that the words I attribute to him are the truth. I wrote all of the questions hoping to learn more about Eli and his culture. The blog’s structure will go like this: question, Eli’s answer, my reflections on his answers. Eli told me he loves to talk about his culture, and I hope my interview shows his passion for his homeland.

  1. Describe your family: Number of siblings, parents, wife, etc.
    • Eli’s answer: Eli has two parents, both of whom are in the paint business. He has six siblings, one of whom is actually a cousin that his family adopted. He also has a lovely wife named Elin.
    • My response/reflection: I find it very interesting that Eli’s parents own their own business because my parents are business owners as well. I have also had the privilege of meeting Eli’s wife, Elin. Elin is a wonderful Welsh woman with a thick Welsh accent. She works in a Christian ministry that specializes in reaching students across the college campuses of Ireland. They make a great couple.
  2. What values did your family hold and impart to you?
    • Eli grew up in a Christian household, meaning he grew up with Christian values. When I prompted him to be more specific, he answered, “You are known by your fruits.” Eli’s parents instilled the importance of how he ought to conduct himself with love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control (Galatians 5:22). Considering Eli’s parents were also business people, he grew up in a house that emphasized the value of hard work, persistence, and making your own way.
    • When I look at Eli, it’s easy to see a man of great faith. Yes, he is not perfect, but he exemplifies Christian love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control every time I see him. I also grew up in a household that valued hard work and persistence. Eli talked to me about how he never had an allowance, and if he wanted money for something, he had to work for it by sweeping floors or mixing paint for his parent’s business, even as young as eight years old. I also grew up without an allowance. My parents were disciples of Dave Ramsey, so I earned a “commission.” As soon as Eli mentioned that he swept floors for his Dad’s business, I felt a surge of camaraderie well up from within me– I, too, swept floors for my Dad’s company all the time. In fact, my Dad, on more than one occasion, said to me, “You wanna run the company someday? Pick up a broom.” This statement’s point was less about becoming the company owner but about the importance of servant leadership– something that I see in Eli.
  3. What is your job? Dream job?
    • Eli is a salesman for a luxury shoe brand in a store in the Galway Mall. Unfortunately, I did not get the specifics of what shoes he sells, but I know they are pricey! Eli enjoys his job as a shoe salesman, but his dream job would be to buy and sell things on eBay full-time. Essentially, Eli would want to be a flipper, buying things cheap and selling them for a profit.
    • Eli is a natural salesman. It’s just in his demeanor– the way he speaks, the questions he asks, and the details he catches on to. It is easy to see how his sales skills also transfer to his ability to talk to people about Jesus.
  4. What is your religion?
    • Eli told me that he is a Bible-believing Christian who believes that God created us and sent his Son, Jesus, to redeem us from our sins.
    • I knew Eli was a Christian, but I hoped he would identify with a particular denomination for his beliefs. Instead, based on our conversations from the past and what I know about him, I believe that his beliefs are most in line with those of a Baptist.
  5. What is the role of men/women in your society?
    • Eli replied that men and women hold “traditional” roles. Most men work in fishing, agriculture, or the oil industry. Men still hold the role of providers, whereas women are in more of a supporting role. Some women work around the home, and some have careers. He also mentioned that knitting is incredibly popular among most women and can often be a secondary source of income for families.
    • I think the roles of men and women in Eli’s culture are very similar to mine. In my opinion, men are still definitely seen as the providers, but women are caught in a limbo phase– some have careers, some are stay-at-home Moms, and some do a little bit of both! 
  6. What is the most popular form of entertainment in your society?
    • Football (Soccer). Everybody cares about football. Eli also mentioned that the Shetland Islands have Europe’s largest oil terminal (Sullom Voe), and because of that, the communities on the islands get large sums of money for the oil rights. Why is this relevant to sports and entertainment? A lot of the oil money got invested into state-of-the-art recreation centers on the islands, and in fact, the Shetland Islands have the largest amount of rec centers per capita in the world!
    • From my understanding, the United States sports culture and that of the Shetland Islands are very similar. People in both cultures are borderline obsessed with sports. Eli’s descriptions of how the communities on the Shetland Islands were affected by the oil money reminded me a lot of the North Dakota oil boom towns of the 2000s and 2010s. 
  7. What is considered the most respectful/disrespectful in your society?
    • Eli explained that the Shetland Islands have a “small-town vibe” and that kindness, communication, and reputation are all vital. To be kind and talkative is respectful; doing the opposite is disrespectful. A person’s reputation is significant in the Shetland Islands.
    • I agree that this is similar to my culture but also different. Perhaps it’s a generational thing, but people seem to be much more accepting of those who don’t care to be talkative or communicate in public. Maybe it’s the smartphones…
  8. What do you think are the most commonly held misconceptions of your culture?
    • People are stingy with their money (true, but because of a concern about being responsible with their money). The food is all very heavy and deep-fat-fried (mostly true– Eli describes it as “fisherman food”). Everyone frolics around in kilts playing the bagpipes all the time (untrue, but it does happen occasionally). Everybody sounds like Mel Gibson in Braveheart (untrue; nobody sounds like him).
    • I thought that these were a nice mix of serious and comedic. 
  9. What are your stereotypes of United States citizens?
    • Eli informed me that from his experience, all Americans are friendly and outgoing but also terribly LOUD. Americans always seem to be searching for their identity, whether it’s searching for their “true selves” or their genealogical heritage. Americans also tend to be wealthy, but the mindset around wealth is also different. According to Eli, if someone is financially successful in his culture, they are sort of discriminated for it– jealousy and envy play a role in creating an “us and them”/”rich vs. poor” mentality. In the US, however, if someone is financially successful, their persona and wealth are glorified. 
    • Wow. Some things definitely clicked for me as I talked to Eli about this. Yes, I knew Americans are loud. I think that the aura of our freedom follows us wherever we go. I was amazed by the observation that Americans are always searching for their identity. Isn’t that so true? I know I’ve experienced the search for my identity (that’s why I ended up in Ireland), and it seems like everyone my age is searching for who they are. I think that this can be attributed to a variety of factors, but the main one is that my generation is the first to grow up and be able to experience life without actually experiencing it. Let me explain: my generation has always had the internet. We’ve always been able to ask our questions and have them answered within seconds. Through this extreme consumption of information, my generation has crippled itself– we worry too much about the possible outcomes of our decisions because we can find all of the answers online. In this way, we’ve come to passively experience our lives. Why risk doing something if we can get the second-hand experience of watching someone else do it? There’s no risk of failure in watching a screen. Indeed, this pervasive fear of failure and lack of purpose results from all the passivity. I don’t know; maybe I’m just hollering nonsense? Let me know what you think. I also agree with Eli that the glorification of wealth and prosperity is prevalent in US culture and has caused people to search for purpose in meaningless things. There’s an opportunity to show people the answer to their search for purpose: Jesus.
  10. Do you believe in the Loch Ness monster?
    1. Eli’s answer: “Yes. It would be ignorant to not have hope that Nessie exists.”
    2. It made me laugh at how serious he was, and he wasn’t joking… maybe.

I asked Eli many more questions about food, festivals, and other customs, but if I were to write it all out, it would be way too much. So, I settled with my top ten favorite questions. I enjoyed talking to Eli and asking him some very pointed questions about him and his culture. I will really miss getting to see Eli each week. He truly is one-of-a-kind, and I believe God blessed me with the opportunity to meet him and his wife, Elin, while I was here. Never underestimate the power of simple kindness– I can genuinely say that I am better off having met them.

I hope you enjoyed reading my blog, and I look forward to updating you more in the coming weeks.

Please continue to pray for me!

David

 

Musings on the Mid-Point

Hi,

I hope that you’re all doing well. Ireland has been great. It’s hard to believe, but I am over halfway through my experience of studying abroad. The first half of this trip has had its ups and downs, but overall, I have had an excellent experience. I have grown accustomed to the different culture and ways of doing things in Ireland. For this blog, I’ll highlight some of the successes of the first half of my trip and discuss my hopes and ways to improve for the future.

The first thing I’d like to highlight is the time difference. No, not the six-hour time difference between here and home, but how time moves in Ireland. It’s unbelievable how fast time flies here. Simultaneously, time feels much slower, too. Time is distorted– when I see I’ve been here for eleven weeks, I think, “That’s it?” It feels like I’ve been here for much longer. I believe that my daily morning routine has contributed to this time warp, creating a “rhythm” for my life. Here’s how my routine goes:

  1. I wake up at 7:30am (even on weekends).
  2. I eat breakfast (the same thing every day). 100 grams of smoked salmon, 200 grams of Greek yogurt, and 75 grams of granola.
  3. I shower.
  4. I read my morning prayer and Bible reading. I’ve been making my way through a 52-week Bible reading plan.
  5. I drink a coffee and write approximately 1,000 words for the novel I’m working on.
  6. On Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays, I go to the gym and lift weights. I’m currently running a push-legs-pull split.
  7. I eat lunch. Usually, I’ve pre-cooked some sort of meal prep. I’ve been eating a lot of beef, rice, and vegetables.

This is the point where each day becomes different. I have classes at varying times, Monday through Thursday, and no day is the same for lecture times. Each day I do at least one chore, usually meal prep, cleaning, laundry, or something similar. I’ve gotten involved in a Christian society on campus, which has led to opportunities to meet fellow Christians and make friends. I’ve also helped lead a Bible study, attend meetings, and evangelize to people. Getting involved with the Christian society on campus has easily been the overarching highlight of my experience.

Here are some of the things that I feel successful with so far (notice how much of it is directly related to my morning routine):

  1. Eating. I’ve been eating very well here. I love the freedom to make my own food and accurately measure the portions. This helps a lot with tracking my macros and ensuring I hit my daily goals. I’ve been eating (on average) around 260 grams of protein per day. Unsolicited health tip: eat more protein, and you’ll feel amazing!
  2. Bible reading and prayer. I have been incredibly consistent with reading my Bible daily, praying in the morning and at night, writing out prayers, and saying prayers throughout my day. I also read Time of Grace’s daily Spanish email devotion to grow in my faith and Spanish skills. 
  3. Writing. I felt I lacked a creative outlet for the past two to three years. Coming to Ireland has shown me that I just needed to write. Since arriving, I’ve kept a daily journal and written weekly reflections. Each day, I jot down what happened, any thoughts I have, and a prayer. Then, every Sunday night, I write a reflection on the previous week, using the daily journal to assist my process. I’ve found this a very beneficial exercise and hope to continue doing it when I return home. I also didn’t expect to start writing fiction for fun, but I have. I wrote a 20,000-word novella, and now I’m working on a novel. 
  4. Reading. I have done much more reading than I thought I could. As of today, March 17th, I’ve read twenty-seven books. This means I’ve absolutely smashed my humble eight-book goal from the start of the semester. My new goal is to have read at least thirty-five books by the time I get home in May.
  5. Weightlifting. I’ve been perfectly consistent with going to the gym three days a week, MWF. I’ve been integrating more drop sets and training to absolute failure into my workouts. I’m finally getting progressive overload figured out for myself. I’m delighted with my progress on my bench press and back squat, but I’m a bit disappointed with my Romanian deadlifts (these are my three core lifts). Additionally, all of the walking I do in Galway helps me to get my cardio in, so I don’t need to spend time on it in the gym!
  6. Academics. While I have been slightly disappointed with the Irish academic system, I still have learned some things. I have really enjoyed the readings for my classes, especially “Sir Gawain and the Green Knight,” “The Canterbury Tales,” “A Midsummer Night’s Dream,” and “The Man of Feeling.” I am also really enjoying my final project for my art history class– I’m writing a 3,000-word paper and delivering a twenty-five-minute presentation on the polyvalent symbolism of statues of David from the Italian Renaissance.
  7. Social Life. Before I came to Ireland, I made the goal of making at least two friends from countries outside of the US. It’s safe to say that I’ve smashed that goal. I’ve made friends with people from Scotland, Wales, Ireland, Portugal, Nigeria, India, Pakistan, Thailand, Germany, Canada, and many more. Additionally, I started dating a girl named Anna from Turin, Italy. She’s very tranquil and compassionate, with a face that never stops smiling. I also think she’s really cool because she can speak five languages: English, Italian, German, French, and Spanish.
  8. Travel. Before I left for Ireland, I set a goal of traveling to at least four European countries. I’ve decided to visit three different countries instead. I have decided to alter this goal slightly for two reasons. 1) I didn’t consider traveling within Ireland. I’ve enjoyed many day trips to the Aran Islands, Limerick, Dublin, Cork, Kilkenny, and the Cliffs of Moher. Surprisingly, Limerick was probably my favorite trip. 2) Traveling outside of Ireland is a lot of work, and those trips are exhausting. I’ll be visiting London over Easter– all of the MLC study abroad students are meeting up to celebrate Easter at the WELS mission church there. After that, I’ll visit Madrid, Spain, the weekend after, and Rome, Italy, the next. I’m excited to be able to break out my Spanish in Spain and have Anna translate for me when we visit Rome together!

If you read my first blog, you would also be familiar with the expectations that I set for myself. I’d like to highlight just a couple of them:

  1. I will become more self-aware and strengthen my ability to self-reflect.
    • As I mentioned, I have been doing loads of self-reflection through my journaling and writing practices. I’ve also spent much time pondering and thinking about who I am, where I’ve come from, and where I’m going. I can confidently say that I’ve grown in my ability to self-reflect.
  2. I will learn more about the history and culture of Ireland, potentially altering my worldview and the way I think.
    • I have learned loads about Irish history and culture. When it comes to history, I didn’t realize how much of a bloody history this island has. Specifically, I’ve learned a lot about Oliver Cromwell’s religiously motivated genocide of Ireland and how that still has lasting effects to this day. When it comes to Irish culture, I was surprised by how many similarities there are to my Midwestern culture. 1) Everyone talks about who they’re related to, and it seems everyone is related somehow. It can feel a lot like the WELS at times! 2) The standard of cleanliness and orderliness is lower than that of my home. While I miss people caring about the small details, I’ve been able to live and let live. 3) The Irish accent is hard to discern if I’m not actively listening. More often than not, I have to have Irish natives repeat themselves because their accents are so thick. The good news is that I’m starting to pick up on the different accents from within Ireland– I can tell the difference between someone from Dublin, Belfast, and Galway.
  3. I will be ready to witness my Christian faith to those I develop relationships within Ireland.
    • It’s unbelievable how many opportunities I’ve had to witness and evangelize in Ireland. I’ve witnessed to a wide variety of people from various backgrounds. I’ve listened to people trash my faith, and I’ve listened to people praise Jesus. I’ve explained theological concepts to others who didn’t understand them, led Bible studies, and written devotions. I genuinely love to share God’s grace with others; there’s nothing else I’d rather do in life.

Despite all the great experiences that I’ve had, I think it’s also important to reflect on how I can do even better for the last part of my study abroad experience:

  1. Writing.
    • While my morning routine has been great for me to write consistently every day, I rarely write outside the allotted time I give myself each morning. In the coming weeks, I’m striving to take more time to write at all times of the day because I want to complete my novel manuscript by the time I arrive back in the US. However, based on my predictions, writing only 1,000 words daily isn’t enough. If anything, I will need to write close to 2,000 words per day to reach my final goal. I’ve been experiencing a strange phenomenon where I struggle to start writing, even though I know I enjoy it– it feels like there’s some sort of “resistance” within me towards writing. I’m hoping to conquer it.
  2. Gratitude.
    • In my daily journal, I write at least three things I’m thankful for each day, but I don’t think it’s enough. I don’t know precisely why it’s happening, but I am growing frustrated with little things in my life. I know it’s unfair to expect it from others, but people around me aren’t living up to my “standard of excellence.” I get bothered by all of the litter that I see around Galway. I get bothered by the sidewalks because someone cut corners and didn’t take time to level out the ground underneath the sidewalk, causing large, impassable pools of water to form when it rains. I still get bothered by my roommates not cleaning up after themselves. Many little things bother me, and I must confess that they cause me to lose sight of all the good in my life. Does anyone have any advice on improving my gratitude for the blessings in my life?
  3. Living in the moment.
    • As I get closer to the end of my study abroad experience, I find myself looking forward to the future too much and not appreciating the moment. At the trip’s start, I spent more time than I should’ve thinking about the past and what I missed about home. Now, as I get closer to traveling in Europe and going home, I’m not living in the moment of my day-to-day life in Ireland. I’m trying to be more mindful of living in the moment and enjoying each day.

I apologize for this being a bit longer of a blog. I’m beginning to understand why I’ve developed a reputation for being “very thorough.” Nevertheless, I hope you enjoyed this blog. Don’t be afraid to send me a text or say hi! Please continue to pray for me.

Sláinte (“Cheers” in Irish),

David

Photos Explained:

  1. View from a walk around Blarney Castle.
  2. A 5,000 year old burial site.
  3. View from the Cliffs of Moher. This cliff was used to film “The Cliffs of Insanity” from the film, “The Princess Bride.”
  4. Anna and I on top of the Round Tower in Kilkenny.

Learning in Galway

Hello, I hope that you are doing well! I am doing well in Galway. I have lived in Ireland for almost two months and have adjusted to my new life abroad. I have had the privilege of traveling around Ireland, visiting several cities and magnificent sites. I have made new friends, gotten involved in a church and Christian society on campus, and also have been reading and writing voraciously. However, studying abroad isn’t simply travel, social activities, and leisure– there is an academic aspect to it. In this blog, I’ll discuss my educational experience by describing each class I’m taking and comparing my experience here with that of MLC.

Iconography: the Classical Tradition in Western Art

I start with my Iconography lectures each Monday and Wednesday morning (at 10 am). My lecturer is a soft-spoken Irish man whose voice is as soft as sheep’s wool. He is a firm believer in art appreciation and being able to see art clearly, so his lectures are conducted in classrooms with zero light or windows to see the projected images on the screen. As you can imagine, the combination of these factors make my Iconography lectures a battle to stay awake. Nevertheless, most of the classwork is based on independent research for an overall project. I am about halfway done with my project, an exploration of statues of David from the Italian Renaissance and how they reflect the mores of Florentine society during that period. The project culminates with a 3,000-word paper and a 20-25-minute presentation that I will give. Within my paper and presentation, I analyze the artwork and historical era and then make assertions based on my observations. I sound unbelievably pretentious when talking about art, making me feel more intelligent than I am!

Genre Studies: Satire and Sentiment in 18th-Century Literature

In my opinion, Genre Studies is an exciting course. We read poems, plays, and prose from the long 18th century. I attend two weekly lectures, one on Monday at 5 pm and the other on Thursday at noon. My lecturer is a vigorous 30-something Canadian woman. She has very entertaining lectures and breaks down complex concepts and ideas in an elegantly simple manner. My favorite poem that we have read is Johnathan Swift’s “Verses on the Death of Dr. Swift” (1731). The poem is about Johnathan Swift reflecting on his life and how he imagines certain people will react to his death. It has a very similar nature to that of the book of Ecclesiastes. I highly recommend it.

Studies in Medieval Literature

Studies in Medieval Literature is a two-part course that breaks down two legendary medieval works: Sir Gawain and the Green Knight and The Canterbury Tales. I attend lectures twice weekly from 3 to 4 pm on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Because it is a two-part course, I have had two separate lecturers. My first lecturer was a whimsical British man with great humor. He taught Sir Gawain and the Green Knight, an Arthurian legend written around 1375. The story is rife with Biblical allegory and deals with the uncanny issues of pride and chivalry. I highly recommend it. My second lecturer is an intense Irish woman and she has only given two lectures on The Canterbury Tales, but I am enjoying them. They were also written in the late 14th century, and reading Middle English has been challenging. I would compare it to trying to understand someone speaking to you underwater– you can understand most of it, but some parts are lost due to interference.

Exploring Shakespeare

Exploring Shakespeare is a somewhat interesting course. It is my only seminar course, and we meet every Tuesday from 4 to 6 pm. The class time can feel a bit long because my professor, a talkative Irish woman, half-lectures/half-discusses the Shakespeare plays we read and occasionally asks questions of the class. A lot of the time, it doesn’t feel like a seminar course. We have read Romeo and Juliet, A Midsummer Night’s Dream, and Henry V. I have enjoyed the plays, especially A Midsummer Night’s Dream. This class is probably the most different from the experience I would have had learning Shakespeare at MLC because my professor (over)emphasizes the “sex, drugs, and rock and roll” aspect of Shakespeare.

So, how does the academic experience differ from MLC…?

Quite significantly. Let me explain:

  1. Attendance. Class attendance is optional in Ireland. I could skip every lecture and still pass a course if I wanted to. It would be tricky, but it could be done. At MLC, if you miss a single class, it feels like you missed a significant amount of knowledge (in my opinion). The attitude towards attendance is much more lax compared to MLC, which treats skipping class like a mortal sin. (I’m not saying that it’s a bad thing.) I have yet to miss a single lecture this semester because MLC has engrained a mindset of perfect attendance.
  2. Rigor. The academic experience is super relaxed compared to MLC. To succeed at MLC, you need to be disciplined with your academics– you can’t just blow off your daily assignments. Oh wait… I don’t have daily homework here. I have some reading to do each week, but reading isn’t truly homework for me. I only have to work hard for about two weeks in the entire semester. I honestly miss the academic grind of MLC because the structure forces you to be engaged with the courses. Also, my final grades are based on two to three grades. I have papers and presentations for all of my classes worth between 40 and 70% of my overall grade. 
  3. Engagement. I am not engaged with my courses here like I am at MLC. Yes, I attend all of my lectures and complete my projects on time, but my studies are not an important aspect of my life. It is nice to be able to relax on my nights and weekends, but I also am not getting as much out of my courses. I also only have class from Monday to Thursday, giving me a three-day weekend every week. I yearn for class with Professor Grubbs and Professor Degner again (even though I grumble about their homework sometimes…). 
  4. Size. Class size is much different; two of my lectures (Iconography and Shakespeare) have about 20 people, similar to MLC. However, my Genre Studies and Medieval Literature lectures have around 150 people each. Surprisingly, it’s not been a difficult adjustment– I sit near the front in every class, making it feel smaller than it is.
  5. Diversity. Galway is the most diverse place I have ever experienced in my life. Every day on campus, I hear at least three languages spoken (not including English). Galway is a popular destination for students from Asia, Africa, Europe, and North and South America. Through the Christian Society I am involved in, I have met and made friends with people from Italy, Portugal, France, Mexico, Canada, Nigeria, Thailand, China, Malaysia, Spain, India, Ireland, Scotland, Wales, and many more. Surprisingly, I’ve made more friends from international places than from Ireland. It has also been a welcome surprise that I’ve been able to use my Spanish much more than I thought I would. Sometimes, I’ll casually start conversing in Spanish with strangers before or after class. Other times, I’ll eavesdrop on conversations by Spanish speakers who think I can’t understand them. It’s great fun to shock people because I don’t look like someone who can speak Spanish! I am also regularly complimented by native speakers for my “acento tan hermoso“– something that boosts my confidence!
  6. Individuality. The academic experience is much more individual than at MLC. At MLC, for better or worse, it is tough to “fly under the radar.” Almost everyone lives, eats, and studies in the same places. Even if it isn’t perfect, MLC is uniquely blessed with its collective mindset. I occasionally see people I know around campus here, but I miss going anywhere on MLC’s campus and always knowing someone. Also, the attitude of Galway’s student populace is much more egalitarian than MLC’s hierarchical structure. At MLC, it would be unfathomable for me to go on my phone during class and call my professors by their first names, but these things happen regularly in Galway. I miss MLC students’ respect for their professors and fellow students.

Overall, I have learned a lot about what I like and don’t like about academics from this experience. I have grown a greater appreciation for MLC. I enjoy the freedom I am given for other activities from this experience, especially reading and writing. So far, I have read 17 books in 2024 and have started writing a second novella. I’ve also spent more time studying my Bible, praying, and getting involved in the Christian society on campus. I’ve been asked to lead a Bible study on the book of Jonah, and I’m looking forward to using my gifts to teach others.

Please continue to pray for me. Thanks for reading!

Photos Explained:

  1. This is me using a quill. As you can probably see from the look on my face, I loved it.
  2. This is the view from the English department, looking over campus. It still can’t beat the view from 3rd floor Old Main, but it’s pretty good.
  3. This is a photo of what walking at night on campus looks like.

Cozy Corners and Cultural Connections: My Irish Housing Experience

I have been living in Galway for 35 days now, and it’s a hard statistic for me to believe. Time moves differently in Ireland– the days fly by. For the most part, I have gotten over the initial culture shock and am thriving. I have a solid daily routine, and that helps a lot with providing stability and peace of mind. I plan my daily routine each week and intentionally carve out time to work on things that bring me pleasure. For example, I wake up each morning and allot about one to two hours for writing before I start my day. On February 5th, I finished working on a rough draft of a 20,000-word novella. Now, I’m working on a memoir of the early years of my life. I started this because I noticed that I have lost some of my early childhood memories and want to preserve them by writing them down. I have also been reading a ton– I’ve read nine books since I arrived in Ireland. Currently, I am reading the monstrous novel “Lonesome Dove” by Larry McMurtry and having a whale of a time.

I have been tasked with writing about my housing arrangements for this blog. When I left for Galway, I did not know that Ireland is in the midst of a housing crisis. I found housing accommodations without any hassle, a blessing from God that I did not realize I had received until I talked to some Irish friends. I live in a student village, essentially blocks of identically shaped houses arranged like a game of Tetris. The houses are made of brick, and from the outside, they wouldn’t look out of place in a college town in the United States. I was blessed with a house that faces the Northeast, which means I am protected from the ferocious winds that come off the North Atlantic from the Southwest. It’s the little things in life.

My house is located in a prime location. I live about a ten-minute walk from a Dunnes (Ireland’s version of Target), a Tesco (Ireland’s version of HyVee), and an Aldi. I live about a 15-minute walk from my University’s campus. Oddly enough, I love my daily walks to class and find them relaxing. The train and bus stations are located in the city center (aka Eyre Square), and it takes me about a 20-minute walk to reach there. With all my walking, I end up averaging 12,000 steps per day.
If I am quite honest, the inside of my house is bland. The walls are painted either white or beige, depending on the room. The aesthetics of my house are comparable to those of a hotel; generic, but sufficient. The ground floor is a combination of a kitchen and living room. The living room is great for lounging, working on homework, and hanging out with people. There’s also a gas fireplace that I often sit in front of as I work on homework. It emits the perfect amount of heat– enough to keep me warm but not overheat me unless I leave it on for more than four hours.

I have a large kitchen to work with, and my house has dishes and cooking utensils, but they are of lower quality. I’ll simply describe the mismatched dishes and utensils as “well-loved” and leave it at that. I don’t particularly appreciate spending too much time in the kitchen because I have a different standard of cleanliness than my roommates. Frequently, I have to reclean dishes before eating and cooking because my roommates fail to remove the crusty bits of food from their dishes. They also often commit the atrocity of not throwing away wrappers– leaving them on the counter or table. I have communicated with my roommates about my grievances, but not much has changed, and I’d like to maintain my peace with my roommates, so I’ll just live with it.

I have three Irish roommates: John, Alan, and Peter. John is studying computer science and is great fun to talk to. He’s helped advise and teach me how certain things work in Ireland. Alan is studying Business and is “one of the lads.” He also enjoys asking me about US politics– I was informed that many Irish citizens, himself included, follow US politics for entertainment. I rarely see Peter because we operate on much different schedules; he’s friendly, but I haven’t had the opportunity to talk to him much. When we do speak, his accent is so thick that it’s hard to understand him sometimes, a difficulty I never expected I would encounter. I have noticed that my Irish roommates tend to have a different philosophy of life than mine. I am very assertive, proactive, and “do things the right way the first time so I won’t have to redo them.” My Irish roommates, classmates, and professors tend to be much more passive and carefree concerning details. It’s not wrong; it’s different, so I’m learning to live with it.

My bedroom is on the first floor, above the living room. I share a room with a guy from California named Colm. Colm and I are very different, but we get along just fine. He’s also very passive, like my Irish roommates. He likes to talk about UFC, Formula 1, and the NFL, so I try my hardest to pretend I know what he’s talking about to converse with him. I sleep in a twin bed, but I’m convinced it’s smaller than an American twin-sized bed because my feet will hang off the edge of the bed if I lay out straight. It’s not the end of the world because the mattress is comfortable. It will never compare to my bed at home, but it’s vastly superior to some of the beds I’ve slept in before.

Next to my bed is my desk. I love my desk. It has the perfect amount of space and storage on the shelves above. At the very least, I spend about three hours daily at my desk. As mentioned, I write for about 1-2 hours daily and also work on homework, read, or ponder at my desk. In fact, I’m sitting at my desk right now as I write this. My private library also sits on the shelf above my desk. I am an unashamed bibliophile. I love to sit at my desk and look at my books– something is enchanting about them.

Now I know what you’re thinking… how does my housing here compare to MLC? I’d say it’s another case of “not wrong, just different.” I enjoy the independence that I have here– I share a bathroom with only one other person, I can quickly cook my food, I can control the temperature of my room, and it is consistently quiet. However, I miss living with my MLC roommates, Rees and Adam. I miss being able to roll out of bed fifteen minutes before class starts and still make it on time. Unsurprisingly, I also miss being able to walk outside of my dorm, hop in my car, and drive anywhere I want.

All in all, I am loving my experience in Ireland so far. I am adjusting to the culture and am continuing to meet loads of new people. So far, one of the biggest shocks has been how much self-education I’ve done. I don’t have many academic obligations (eight hours of class time total per week), so I spend a lot of time reading and researching things that interest me. Believe it or not, adjusting to having so much free time has been challenging. I’ve found the free time especially beneficial for my relationship with God– I take extra time to pray and read my Bible. Please continue to pray for me as I study abroad, and I hope you enjoyed reading this!

A Rainbow, Great Food, Agnosticism, and Homesickness

Hi.

I was given little instruction on what I needed to include in this blog other than to outline my initial impressions of Ireland and my study abroad experience. So, I’ll use that as an excuse to exercise creative freedom concerning how I’ll address my initial impressions. However, I believe this blog ought to start with a quick recounting of my departure from home and arrival in Ireland. The trip was uneventful, which is a great thing when traveling. I sat beside an old lady on my flight from Sioux Falls to Chicago, and we talked briefly. She was very excited to hear that I was studying abroad and studying to serve in the gospel ministry. I include this because I’m always appreciative when someone encourages me to continue training for public ministry, especially strangers.

After a lengthy layover in Chicago, I boarded my flight to London and got a grand total of three hours of sleep on the flight. I can’t complain too much because that’s excellent for an airplane. It also allowed me to watch the sun slowly rise over London as the plane came close to landing. I find it interesting to watch how European cities and streets snake in violent directions compared to the uniform grids of cities in the US. Once safely in London, I had to go through security again and boarded my final flight to Shannon Airport. It was brief, and I landed without any problems. In fact, once I retrieved my checked bag, it was the fifth bag that appeared at baggage claim– a miracle!

I met up with the group I am studying abroad with through ISA (International Studies Abroad), and we took a taxi to our housing. On the drive over, it suddenly started raining but stopped a couple of minutes later. After the rain stopped, the sun came out, and a rainbow appeared in the sky! It had been forever since I had seen one and it was a great reminder of God’s promise to never flood the world again! Once we arrived, our group leader, Karen, took us to buy bedding and other basic amenities. After that, I spent time getting unpacked and trying to stay awake to adjust my circadian rhythms to my new environment.

As a student of MLC, I was required to take a class called Fit for Life. Although I don’t remember much from the class, I do remember learning about the six different types of health: Physical, Mental, Emotional, Social, Environmental, and Spiritual. I think these six health aspects are a perfect starting place for reflecting on my initial experience.

  1. Physical

Physically speaking, besides a minor cold I’ve developed in the past day, I feel healthy. One of my fears before arriving in Ireland was being unable to locate food that I would be able to eat due to my intolerance to gluten and lactose. I had nothing to fear. I have many options for buying healthy, nourishing food within one mile of my housing. Eating out has been a little tricky because many of the staple dishes of Irish restaurants include dairy and gluten.

Nonetheless, I love cooking for myself because it’s easy to control portions and ensure that I won’t contaminate my food with allergens. I’ve also had the privilege to buy a pass for the school’s gym, which has everything I could want and more. So far, I’ve consistently gone to the gym three days a week and lifted weights. This has been great, but what amazes me is how much I walk everywhere. I live about one mile from my University, so I’ve easily walked an average of 15,100 steps per day (about 8 miles per day).

  1. Mental

When it comes to my mental health, I know I’m doing well because I’m able to think clearly and keep a level head. I’ve been getting plenty of sleep here (about 8 hours per night), which has helped.

  1. Emotional

Emotionally speaking, I’ve had some successes and failures. The most significant success I’ve noticed is my ability to remain calm despite the uncertainty regarding the academic registration process here in Ireland. In Ireland, they only have you register for classes once you arrive on-site, and even then, classes start before your registration process is complete. When I started the registration process on Friday the 5th, I quickly discovered that I couldn’t take two of the four classes I had been approved to take by MLC before I left for Ireland. However, I was able to explain the situation to Dean Clemons at MLC, and he was able to provide me with alternative options. I want to give a huge thanks to both him and Professor Grubbs for quickly helping me resolve the issue!

Additionally, this uncertainty has already led to me missing a class (in my mind, a grievous sin) simply because I couldn’t access adequate information to know where the class would take place. I’ve discovered that the first week of classes is considered optional, so it’s not a big deal, but I still don’t like missing out on information, especially at the start of a semester. Despite the turmoil, I’ve stayed calm and gone with the flow. I should also note that the Irish education system cares less about class time and more about independent learning. This is a struggle for me to adjust to, but the benefit is that I don’t have any class on Fridays!

While this has been ideal, the biggest challenge that I’ve been facing so far is homesickness. For the most part, I feel great during the daytime (when the sun is out), but at night, once I run out of things to do and stay busy, I start to feel the sadness creep in. As embarrassing as this is, I’ve also been experiencing random bouts of missing my home and family during the daytime that drive me to tears. I seldom cry, but I’ve cried more in the past week than in the past three years combined. This has been the most homesickness I’ve ever dealt with, even more than when I left home for the first time for high school and college. I think it’s because I’ve developed a greater appreciation for my family and friends in the past year. I miss my parents, sister, and roommates, Rees and Adam. This is the first time in my life that I’ve been able to confidently say that I feel like I belong in a friend group, so leaving them has been very hard on me. In fact, I’m tearing up a little bit as I write this right now. I’m just so thankful for them, and even though I’m missing out on a semester with them, I know I’ll appreciate the time I spend with them when I return even more than I would’ve before. However, one of the blessings of the homesickness is that it’s caused me to read my Bible and pray more (more on that in a bit).

  1. Social

My social life has actually been going better than I expected. When I arrived, I met a group of students from all over the US because we are all studying abroad through the same company. This group of people has been super lovely, and despite our differences, we’ve bonded over the fact that we are all studying abroad and struggling with similar things. In the first week that I’ve been here, we’ve all gone out together numerous times for dinner or drinks. This is an interesting comparison point between the US and Ireland cultures. Generally speaking, in the US, when you refer to going out for drinks, you’re going out for 1-3 drinks. In Ireland, when someone says they’re going out for drinks, they’re going out for 5-8 drinks. I honestly don’t understand how they do it! The drink prices are ridiculously expensive (almost 6 USD for a pint of beer and 10 USD for mixed drinks), so I’ve avoided drinking beyond 1 or 2.

It is effortless to meet people here as long as you’re willing to be the person to speak first. From my (very limited) experience, people rarely will address you first, but if you smile and greet them and ask how they’re doing, they’ll happily respond. I’ve met several people this way, either in orientation or in classes. I have started forming a friendship with a Canadian named Josh (from Winnipeg), and the pleasure of getting to know him has been that he is very curious about God. He’s admitted to me that he’s jealous that I can have faith in God, so I’ve used this as an opportunity to share the gospel message a couple of times. He was also curious about why and how Lutherans differ from Catholics, so I got to teach him about the Reformation! Thanks be to God for allowing me to share the good news about Jesus!

  1. Environmental

The environmental aspect (my surroundings) has probably been one of my most eye-opening and culturally shocking experiences. I am definitely outside of the WELS bubble. This isn’t necessarily bad, but I think it contributes to my homesickness. I was quickly reminded of this Bible passage from 1 Peter 2:11, “Dear friends, I urge you, as foreigners and exiles, to abstain from sinful desires, which wage war against your soul.” Obviously, I am a foreigner here in Ireland, but I am also a foreigner of this world, simply on a journey toward my heavenly home. It’s easy for me to forget that I am a foreigner on earth when I’m at home. Being in Ireland (and especially experiencing homesickness) has caused me to remember where my true home is. The reason that I was reminded of this verse is because of the experiences I’ve had living in the “post-Christian” society that is Ireland. I have already heard several malicious quips made about either the Catholic church or Christianity as a whole….

At my orientation, we had a “sexologist” come and speak to us about consent, but with very vulgar descriptions and sayings that I honestly can’t repeat. It felt like I was the only person who wasn’t laughing. When I walk around campus, I constantly hear people swearing. I’m generally not that sensitive to swearing, but because I’ve been used to walking around MLC’s campus and not hearing it carelessly used, it’s taken me by surprise. Several of the guys my age that I’ve met have bragged about their sexual exploits, others have bragged about how much they can drink, and the list could go on and on with all of the sins that I am surrounded with.

All of this has not caused me to get angry, but it’s caused me great grief. I am constantly reminded of Jesus’ words on the cross, “Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing” (Luke 23:34 NIV). It could be my own ignorance, but it feels as though the people around me are unaware of their constant sin. I feel horrible for them, and I wish that they would come to recognize their sins and that Jesus is their savior. At the same time, what I’ve discovered is that (almost) everyone seems to be very curious about the idea of God– I’m surrounded by agnostics. This has been incredibly encouraging. 1) I see the great need for the gospel, and 2) people have open ears and want to learn. I pray that by the power of the Holy Spirit, I can be a tool that can be used to share the gospel with those who need it. After all, that’s what I’ve been spending all my time at MLC for, right?

  1. Spiritual

A few months ago, I attended a morning chapel service at MLC, where Professor Waldschmidt preached a sermon about God’s deliverance in times of need. He said (more or less) this: “I don’t know about you, but I need to be saved from something every day.” I don’t know why this statement sticks out, but I remember pondering it as I sat in chapel that day. As Christians, we know that we perpetually need God’s redeeming grace. But at the same time, Professor Waldschmidt also talked about how there are things in our everyday lives that we need God’s help. This is something (perhaps because of my self-reliant nature) that I have come to understand and realize in the past week.

As someone from a very independent society that recognizes self-reliance as the pinnacle of human accomplishment, I struggle with knowing that every good thing I do is from God and that without his power, I can do nothing. I cannot do everything on my own. It’s hard to see when you’re accomplishing everyday, ordinary tasks. I mention this because I have been struggling with adjusting to living abroad. Because of this, I find myself praying and asking for God’s help with the simplest things. Here are some real prayers I’ve had in the past couple of days: “Dear Lord, please keep me safe when I cross through traffic to go buy groceries. Amen.” “Dear Lord, help me remember where I have class. Amen.” “Dear Lord, give me the grace to not burn my food as I cook it. Amen.”

It’s an excellent reminder for me (and possibly you) that we must constantly rely on the Lord. And while I’ve been relying on God for the minuscule things, I’ve also been relying on him for the gigantic things. When I feel lonely, depressed, miss my family, or on the verge of tears for no apparent reason, I call out to God and ask for him to take away my pain. God has answered, not always right away, but I can trust that things will get better. In fact, when I visited the University of Galway’s chapel yesterday, I found two prayer cards in the lobby. I’ve attached a photo of them because I’ve been praying these prayers constantly and felt God was speaking to me with the line, “Give me the hope to believe that things will work out and that all will be well again. Amen.” I can confidently say God will make everything work out in the end (Romans 8:28), even if it’s hard to see amid my struggles.

Also, a quick note: I’ve kept up with my daily Bible reading plan, worshipped at the local Presbyterian church on Sunday morning, and attended morning mass with the Catholics twice. Both have benefited me, even if they aren’t WELS churches. I pray that God will continue to use both as a blessing to strengthen and keep me in the faith. Amen.

Thanks for reading my blog; I hope you enjoyed it. I know it was long, and there’s so much more I could have talked about, but this was the most relevant. Please continue to pray for me as I study abroad.

And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Amen.” Philippians 4:7

Here’s a description for each photo attached below:

  1. The rainbow I saw right after I landed in Ireland.
  2. The prayer cards I’ve been praying (almost without ceasing)!
  3. The inside of the Galway cathedral where I’ve gone to Catholic mass.
  4. The outside of the Galway cathedral.
  5. A random alley near the city center that capture the spirit of Galway.
  6. A photo taken on a foggy morning walk to class.
  7. The inside of the campus pub. Perhaps MLC should team up with Schell’s to have it’s own campus bar??
  8. “American-style” peanut butter– tastes just like Jif, but without all of the added sugar!

My Goals and Expectations for Studying Abroad in Galway, Ireland

Hello. My name is David Fenske. I am a Junior at Martin Luther College, double majoring in secondary English and Spanish Education. If you’ve never met me before, here’s a quick biography of who I am:

I was born and raised in Brookings, South Dakota. I attended Great Plains Lutheran High School, and after I graduated, I studied Agricultural Business at Iowa State University for one semester. After a change of heart (and a calculus class), I realized I needed to change my path. I decided to transfer to MLC at the start of the Spring 2022 semester. Since then, I’ve loved my experience at MLC and developing the skills to become a called worker. Here’s a not-so-brief list of my interests (in no particular order): Reading, writing, literary criticism, exegesis, weightlifting, discovering obscure music, fishing (if they’re biting), baking, snowmobiling, target shooting, good conversation, telling stories, studying, learning Spanish, being in nature, teaching, and philosophy.

That said, am I scared about my study abroad experience in Ireland?

No.

Am I nervous about my study abroad experience in Ireland?

Yes.

I should expound on this. Essentially, I have no fear when it comes to studying abroad; I studied abroad in Buenos Aires, Argentina, in the summer of 2023. I also know that God will guide and protect me on this journey (read Romans 8:28, Isaiah 41:13, Jeremiah 29:11, etc.). The combination of these two things gives me confidence that I am capable of studying abroad and eliminates my fears. But that doesn’t mean I’m not apprehensive about certain aspects of my upcoming experience. Although I’ve studied abroad before, I’m stepping into a completely new world and culture. I will be far away from anyone I know (my nearest friends are about 500 miles away from me in London). I’m also celiac and lactose intolerant, making locating food that I can eat somewhat tricky at times. However, I am contemplating beginning a carnivore diet, and the idea of that is alluring because it would make my life much simpler and reduce the risk of me accidentally becoming sick from eating something.

Additionally, I won’t have the luxury of being able to worship in a WELS church on Sunday mornings or go to daily chapel services. In fact, there’s only one Lutheran church on the entire island of Ireland (located in Dublin), and they still have their church services in German! This means I will have to be much more disciplined in my relationship with God, a challenge I’m ready to face head-on (more on that later). Finally, I am nervous about my host university’s class structure and style. It’s no secret that MLC gives an exorbitant amount of homework compared to other colleges in the US. However, I don’t mind the homework too much because it keeps me on track and engaged with my classes. According to my research, they hardly have any homework in Ireland, and learning is a much more independent process. This challenge makes me uneasy because I must be much more disciplined to ensure I study enough and stay engaged with my courses. Consequently, I will have to be more of an active learner than a passive one.

I have been asked to write about my goals and expectations for my study abroad experience in Galway. Before I get into that, I should address two things.

  1. What is my overarching philosophy towards studying abroad?
    • I am a firm believer in the idea of continuous improvement, especially concerning the self. I desire to improve myself each day that God gives me on earth. My philosophy towards studying abroad embraces this idea of self-improvement. I will continue the things I do for self-improvement, simply in a new location. This is contrasted with the (in my opinion, weaker) thought that I should study abroad to become a better person. I know there will be tremendous benefits and blessings that flow from my study abroad experience, but rather than try to define or describe exactly what those will be, I’d rather take them as they come. I believe that it would be a floccinaucinihilipilification to try to definitively predict what benefits I will gain from studying abroad before I’ve experienced anything. I will focus on the things I know I can control to improve myself and simultaneously reap the (currently unknown to me) blessings of studying abroad in Ireland. I’m excited to live with the ambiguity of not knowing what lies ahead.
  2. How do I define “goals” vs. “expectations”?
    • In seventh grade, I was asked to write goals for the first time. My homeroom teacher, Mr. Kirchner, taught me the concept of SMART goals. SMART is an acronym that stands for specific, measurable, achievable, relevant, and time-bound. Writing SMART goals is hard, but it distinguishes between wishing and doing. Therefore, this is the definition I use for goals.
    • In my opinion, expectations are different from goals simply based on specificity– expectations are my vague desires of what I want to occur in my study abroad experience. Unlike goals, I cannot predict or naturally attach quantifiable requirements to expectations.

Now I feel I am ready to disclose my goals and expectations for Ireland and their explanations.

Previously, I mentioned “the things that I do for self-improvement.” These are relevant daily expectations I have for myself, regardless of whether I’m studying abroad or at home. They include journaling, voluntary reading (i.e., reading for fun), reading my Bible, prayer at the start and end of the day, basic hygiene, physical exercise (weightlifting three days a week & walks), and intentional conversation with others. All of these help me keep my sanity and give me a sense of purpose, even if other things in my life are awry.

What are my goals for myself during my study abroad experience?

  1. By the end of my time in Ireland, I will receive an A (or the equivalent grade) in all of my classes.
  2. By the end of my time in Ireland, I will be able to bench press 70 kilos for 5 reps, back squat 90 kilos for 5 reps, and RDL 115 kilos for 5 reps.
  3. By the end of my time in Ireland, I will have made at least two friends from a country outside of the US.
  4. By the end of my time in Ireland, I will have traveled to at least four European countries.
  5. By the end of my time in Ireland, I will have read at least 8 books for fun (see my reading list at the bottom of the blog).

What are my expectations for myself during my study abroad experience?

  1. I will become more resilient and adaptable to complex situations with various elements out of my control.
  2. I will become more self-aware and strengthen my ability to self-reflect.
  3. I will become better at both inter- and intra-personal communication.
  4. I will learn how I could potentially integrate elements of the Irish educational system into my future classroom.
  5. I will learn more about the history and culture of Ireland, potentially altering my worldview and the way I think.
  6. I will be ready to witness my Christian faith to those with whom I develop relationships within Ireland.

All in all, I am incredibly excited about my opportunity to study abroad. I cannot wait to gain new experiences and add new stories to my repertoire. May God grant me the strength to live each day for him. Please pray for me and others studying abroad this semester.

One final musing for you to ponder: If something won’t make a great story someday, is it worth doing?

As promised, here’s my personal reading list for the semester:

  • Extreme Ownership, Jocko Willink and Leif Babin
  • On Writing: A Memoir of the Craft, Stephen King
  • For Whom The Bell Tolls, Ernest Hemingway
  • Pastoral Song: A Farmer’s Journey, James Rebanks
  • Brave New World, Aldous Huxley
  • Lonesome Dove, Larry McMurtry
  • Wise Blood, Flannery O’Connor
  • One Child, Mei Fong